Why the fuck I feel like shit

Even though I know I shouldn’t

When will I learn the lesson that you should never get involve with people

2019

and still shit? Yup still shit.

Still fucking alive.

And still wanting to die.

But no

Fuck no.

Pata naheen mujh jaise manhoos kyun ate hain duniya mein.

Feroze.

That was the color right? The color she was wearing? Or was it something else? :O

Funny how you didn’t even get the courage to look at her properly. Loser.

Hah.

October?

Still alive?

Better die already rascal.

She was right.

She did the right thing.

Anyone would after seeing your true face.

And that is what she saw.

And that is what u had to offer anyway.

Inside as well as outside.

Ugliness fool.

So .. when are u going to die?

Oh right. U are going to pray for.. it? Nice.

Loser.

..

Anything .. else?

Yes! Die already!

You

You

And you and

Especially you, yes you fucker.

All of u need to die, until then there is no fucking peace.

So plesse ffs die?

Why the fuck you don’t fucking die already? What is your fuck excuse. Idiot. Harami.

SHOULD HAVE TOOK A FUCKING HOLIDAY!

Fucking shadis.

Still no clue wtf I am doing here

People: what u did on the weekend?

Me: read a book, slept, video games, it was awesome 😀

In reality: prayed for my life to end.

again

and again

and fucking again

like i have been doing for hte past 10 years

but still no use

no fucking use

i wonder whose life I have to fuck up now

I really wonder

LOL