will this ever end? I cannot do this anymore. Like I can do it but I won’t be able to function normally.

 

Just fucking take me already. im not cut out for this world.

you know.

i know.

whats to stop you?

im a coward.

and a saddist

and

Noise!!!

there is just too much noise in my brain. I don’t know from where it came but its there & I cannot think, cannot think at all. i wish .. i dont know what would be the right thing to wish for.

pleasego

pleasego-whatever u need just tell me-i haven’t read it yet-knew this was coming for a while-thanks for everything-i will cleanup everything-will take a
day or two at the most-im sorry for not responding earlier-im sorry for forcing you to lie-that too on your birthday-im sorry about everything.no, you don’t get to say anything-please,that will only it harder for me-bye.

pros and cons

Why-nots

1. Mom
2. rights
3. Allah
4. Grandmother
5. Fa
6. Brothers
7. Enough-food
8. Enough-money
9. Good health

Whys

1. atp

No. 25

Deja-vu.

J talks to someone on the phone.

A has to postponed testing to go home

H goes and sits with W in the break room in a particular place.

And I cannot message you anymore.

No. 24

WHY IT IS SO HARD TO SAY THE SIMPLEST OF THINGS!

No. 23

It is selfish to stop you. You should leave. Thanks for everything.

Allah hafiz.

No. 22

umm – Does it even matter what I have to say? Go 🙂 All the best for the upcooming life.

Allah Hafiz.

No. 21

Was it wrong to invite you to lunch on those two occasions? Was it? I was only trying to get sth worth while in your belly. Also you did say that lunch is sth that should be done with friends, I only thought it would be natural to eat with you once a week until you find some buddies. Guess I was wrong.

Bye.