101 – Vaporization

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You do realize that you will never be good enough? er~

I know! nsb~

So, why? Why do you continue to try? You will never going to be a good son, friend, brother, muslim or a colleague. No matter what you do, you will always be average and mediocre which in turn will lead to un-satisfaction and frustration. er~

I know! nsb~

No one will ever like you for who you are. Even if they do – its because of one of those .. masks you wear.  Do you even remember what we were to begin with? er~

I don’t! nsb~

Just end it! Its painful to watch you suffer. That too over things that are of no significant importance as well. er~

I have been trying. I too hope, it comes soon. You know about the preparations already. nsb~

sighs. ~