Rants – 0200 hours

Aye khuda
Phir wohi masle
6 saal se mang raha hun ek duwa
Par abhe tak naheen qabool aye khuda
Kitne dafa main aur tamasha banaon apna
Kitne dafa main dun loggon ko dhoka
Kitne dafa main hunge istamaal logon ko sabak sikhane ke liye
Aur kitne dafa?
Kiya yehe mera muqadar hai?
Issa dafa tu de de jo main mang raha hun
Apne liye tu naheen auron ke liye mang raha hun
Tujh ko pata hai iss dil mejn kiya hai
Sirf tujh he ko
Par naheen
Phir wohe zalalat
Phir wohe museebtein
Naheen hoga mujhe se
Kuch bhe
Utha le
Aur daal de jahanum mein
Aur de de mere sarre nikayein
Un ko jin ko main ne takleef phonchaye
Jin ko tu laya mere zindagi mein
Magar sirf utha le
Itne tu marte hain har roz
Ek mujh ko bhe utha le
Kiya farq parta hai
Kuch tu kabool kar
Ho tu gaya hun pagal
Kiya Karon main yahan waise bhe
Har roz dukhata hun dil apni maa ka
Pata naheen mere Marne ke duwa kyin naheen karte woh
Chahete kiya hai tu
Kiya Karon main
Khuwaab mein kuch aur nazar ata hai
Par dimagh woh manta naheen
Kiya kabhe asmaan zameen ae mil sakta hai
Mana ke aftab par milta hai
Par kiya aftab tak rasai khasaal kar sakte ho?
Seerab ke tarah hai ye saab
Reet, sirf aur sirf reeet
Kyun barbad kiya waqt uss qa
Kyun naheen chora uss ko
Jab tujh ko ishara bje kiya tha
Keh na kar
Na parh
Phir kyun
Bhool jate ho aukaat bar bar
Dekha karo aaina din mein hazaar bar
Dil ka aaina
Na kar ke sheeshe ka
Kitnaon ko dhoka dena hai main ne aur
Aur kitnok ka waqt barbad karna hai main ne
Kiya ye kheel tamasha pasand hai App ko
Mujhe bus bata dein ke kiya Karon main?
Ya ko nafs ko Mar de
Ya phir iss zameee ko
In dono ke saath jeena azab hai
Ya dimagh ko he
Ya mujhe ko he
Aur kiss ko bataon ye sab?
Ab tu he rah gaya hai
Jo hai har jagah
Dekhta hai Sab kuch
Karta kuch bhe naheen phir bhe
Pata hai mujhe ke main nadaan hun
Keh koi behtari hai iss me
Par naheen chaheye woh Sab mujh ko
Un ko de jo bethe hain footpathon par
Un ko Jo behtar hai mujh se
Air rahein ge behtar
Par paain GE kam
Rooin ke
Bilbilain GE
Par paain ge kam
Akhir kyun
Itna Sab tu hai
Phir kyin itne aaare loog sooin khali pait?
Kiya dene ae kam ho jaye ga?
Naheen qabool karne mere duwa mere liye
Tu na kar
Par na rakh kisse ko nakhish
Na rakh kisse ko ghareeb
Na sula kisse ko asmaan ke neeche
Kia kasoor hai unka?
Jab mujh jaise gunhgaar ko doya hai
Tu de un ko bhe
Mana keh woh bhe gunhgaar hun GE
Par hain tu Tere bande
Kab tak tamasha chale ga ye
Batain
Kia hai kasoor uss aurat ka
Jo paida he Japan ke
Jisam faroos Ghar mejn hoi
Jiss ka Abba tha he nashaye
Aur amma ghaib
Aur kia uss ne bhe yehe Sab kuch bare ho kar
Aur phir ek din
Mar gaye woh
Kia uss ke khusheen naheen theein
Kia uss ne piyar naheen kiya hoga
Kia woh behtar dhanda naheen karna chahte thee
Phir kyin
Kyun hai ye sab kuch yahan
Akhir hai kia iss ka maqsad
Janta hun main keh kia maqsad hai
Par dil naheen manta
Ek taraf app rehman aur raheem hain
Aur dosre taraf ye sab
Mere kiya hai
Ek banda hun
Par hunge mere jaise hazaroon aur bhe
Jo chahte hunge kuch aisa he
Kia kasoor hai
Un Sab ka Jo mat rahe hun ge abhe
Eheuehehehwvwhwhsvdgehfhfhrhchdhdhdjdfhfhfhghhfjjderhdhehrjr
Utha le iblees ko
Naheen tu mujhe utha le
Kia keh raha hun main
Kia chahta hai Tu
JAB PATA HAI APP KO
KEH KIYA BEHTAR HAI USS KE HAQ MEIN
TU KAR DE
NAHEEM HOGA MUJH SE
SIEF YE DUWA QABOOL KAR LE
AUE KUCH NA KAR
KITNA MISHKIL HAI YE?
KITNA?
KUN KWHNE SE APP KE HO JATE HAI CHEEZ
KYUN LAYA TU USS KO MERE ZONDAGE MIN
KIYA USS JAISE LOOG BEHTAR NAHEEN DESERVE KARTE
MUJH JAISE HAQEER ADMU SE KYIN MILAYA USS KO
MUJH JAISE JAHANMI SE
KIYA USS KO KOI BETARI THEE
OATA NAHEEN KITNA WAQT ZAYA KAR DIYA USS KA
KYUN KARTA HAI AISA
KAB TAK GOGA YEH
CHAL THEEK HAI
USS NE SABAQ SEEKHA
MERA KIYA HAI
AKHIR EK BANDA TU AUA RAH RASAT PAR
ISS KE WAJAH SE MERE DUWA QABOOL KAR
BUS WOJ EK DUWA

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